Yesterday's service was phenomenal... I received a fresh touch from heaven and it was real refreshing! Like breathing in life and soaking your cells with energy.. Just in time for me.. Sometimes when the going gets tough, there is a natural tendency to withdraw from whatever you're doing.. but no, i'm going to press on for I know that my reward is at the end of the road..

Man, I LOVE LIFE!!! There is just so much to expect! And I'm really excited as I'm moving on to the next phase of life. The 20s!!! My dad told is it's going to be so different! Getting into a uni.. Establish a career.. Settling down (hehe)... Of course there will be challenges, loads of them.. But each one just makes me a stronger person so why not hehe.. I was telling Serene ytd that "In future when we look back at all the things we went through, we're gonna be so thankful for them cos it was those things that make us who and where we are." So don't complain! It's really doing us good in the long run.. God has brought me this far, I'm so not going to give up cos it'd be so hurting for Him, for the people who have been supporting me.. PRESS ON!

Recently I have a lot of temptations. I told myself that I must be strong, I must guard my heart closely.. I mustn't allow myself to slip cos I know that will be painful.. very painful.. It isn't always easy but I know it's worth it. I'm actually smiling now.. Hehe.. =)